Another year over

Sydney Harbour Bridge fireworks

So it’s 7AM and the celebrations have just finished around Sydney Harbour, ringing in the new year. The fireworks were dazzling, and loud as usual; I’m about forty minutes outside of the CBD and could still hear them going off. Normally I don’t get carried away with the fireworks but they were impressive this year, although I’m still not sure what the graphic in the middle of the bridge was supposed to be… I thought it turned into Bart Simpson for a moment!

I still can’t believe it’s 2008 already. 2007’s gone so fast, much faster than I remember with previous years. For some reason I don’t feel like I’ve achieved as much this past year. Strange because I’ve probably achieved more than I have in other years. But I feel like I have more to be thankful for as well – family, friends -, so I’m quite happy with that.

I was thinking earlier about everything that’s happened in 2007… usually events seem to blur together as the year goes on, but there are a few things that stick out. The blood-red eclipse we had back in August was spectacular and something I’ll never forget; it was clear and you could see the whole sphere of the moon against the night. Seeing players like Warne, Langer and McGrath retire at the SCG and Roger Federer continuing to dominate tennis is something I doubt I’ll see again in my lifetime. One of my favourite words, w00t, was crowned word of the year by Merriam-Webster. And there was a funny story about Stephen King making a visit to Australia and stopping off in a bookshop to sign copies of his books – only to be mistaken for a vandal.

What I’ll remember more than anything, though, were the scenes out of Burma as the monks and students protested. The violence that followed was appalling; I’ll never forget the blood on the streets, the chaos as the police attacked with batons and bullets and tear gas. It seems to have been forgotten or pushed aside now, but I’ll never forget it. Matchbox Twenty’s How Far We’ve Come came out right at that time; whenever I hear that song, I think of Yangon.

As far as 2008 goes, I don’t have many resolutions, just some thoughts about myself to stay true to. I want to be more thankful for the things I have; to not regret my mistakes but learn from them; to not wonder what people think of me but be content with who I am; to accept when something isn’t in my control and trust it; and to write, damn it, write!

I haven’t written as much as I’d have liked over the last six months and I want to get back into the flow again, to tell stories. But one thing I’ve found is that this blog has helped to fill the void while I haven’t been writing. I’m exploring similar ideas in a different way and it’s a wonderful outlet, much more so than I realised at the beginning. A big part of that is knowing I have readers, and I’m grateful to everyone for your support and the discussions we share around the community.

So Happy New Year! May 2008 be a bright and peaceful year for you, and here’s to the journey ahead. πŸ™‚

4 thoughts on “Another year over

  1. I enjoyed reading what you want to bring into the new year. Your desires are noble–I particularly liked “…to not wonder what people think of me but be content with who I am.” If you can learn to do that, most of the time, I wish you’d give the rest of us lessons! πŸ™‚
    As for writing, I’ll just state my opinion that blogging IS writing! If nothing else, a blog is a collection of essays and personal opinion pieces. I want to see you get published as much as the next person, but I’m selfish enough to be glad that you took time out from “real writing” to share your talent here. A good new year to you, cj!

    CJ: That’s interesting, Muse, because I’ve always looked at blogging as an extension of my writing. The main difference is that good writers should be able to distance themselves from the story, but blogging is about sharing our insights. It’s more like a newspaper column, really. But now we’re getting back to CJ in the City. πŸ™‚

    Personally I need to write regularly because it keeps the story fresh. But I’m definitely not going to let the blog slide. I’m enjoying it too much! And it’s interesting exploring things from a different perspective. It’s as much a creative outlet now as my “real writing” is. πŸ˜‰

    Somehow I think that resolution is going to be the toughest one to keep, as it means changing how I look at myself in some ways… but it’s something I want to do. And maybe I’ll get to be a teacher after all, eh? πŸ™‚ Happy New Year to you, Muse, and wishing you peace and joy in 2008.

  2. CJ, I am very impressed with ur writings and life perception especially at ur age, 23…Hope to see more of ur poetry too which I have been enjoying as well…Have a great 2008 in all areas of ur life!

    CJ: What a lovely compliment, CV! Thank you. I guess I’ve always felt like I see things a bit differently for my age, and I’ve tried to used that in all my writings… the new poem should be finished in a couple of days.

    May all your wishes and dreams come true in 2008. Bonne AnnΓ©e. πŸ™‚

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